Nothing improves the memory more than trying to forget.

the last day of 2009.
...

went back to school to see the kids' perform yesterday.
unluckily, !@#@$@% happened.
eesh. i left chs, i left the society.
what were happening is no longer my business okay.
to the one who should be blamed,
no you dont have to feel lucky, you didn't escape from it,
it's your turn someday. (;

hmm but it s okay, this didnt ruin my mood :)
went KLCC with the kids after that.
tiring? yes, very. enjoyed? yes, i did. :)
i missed them so much. finally, i got to see everyone of you like after 10years.
but, i spent most of the time in Kinokuniya bookshop, while the others went to the playground.
i can never resist the temptation of books.
mags, novels... books spree. :D

hmmph. suprisingly, i have not much feelings about today.
why?
i have too much regrets for 2009, so much things that i can't accomplish.
yes this is why. :)
i'm looking forward for 2010 to come :)

i wonder, did i make any mistake in 2009 ah?
yes la, for sure. =.=
A person who never makes mistakes never makes anything.
haha so, forgive my mistakes.

college life - taylors college.
here i come.
a brand new year, a whole new environment.
let s hope, it'll be fun ? :)

life goes on.
before i stop,
shall say my goodbyes to all the precious ones...
bye catholic high,
bye school mates,
bye 5S4,
bye pbc,
bye drummers,
bye sweet seventeen,
bye....everything.

bye 2009,
hello 2010.


wheeeee! :D

i can' wait, i want to know how it feels like if u have no regrets.
try ur best, do ur best &...
smile with no regrets. :D

Where there is great love, there are always wishes.
i love love u guys, so..
best wishes,
JaySze. :)
cheers!

I’m walking around your mind,
coz i dont know where I stand..

• Better to light a candle than to curse the darkness. (:

"are you okay?"

"yes i am. "

i replied for gazillion times.

everyone's unhappy, i don't want to make them worry more. :)

the class trip is awesome,

and unforgettable.

love everyone of you

for not ditching nian and i , and let us mixed around with the gang.

:D

the sad news is,

wayne left, to Canada.

few days after the class trip.

everyone seem so gloomy,
isit a fact that we will sure separate when everything had comes to an end..?
if yes, i pray hard now.

i don't want the day to come so fast..

hmm am being really emotional recently,
after class trip.
it ended too fast..

5S4&S3 's class trip,

best trip ever.

*

everything happened were out of my expectation.
i thought, life after spm should be very relaxing and fun.
no more nerding & stressing.

but i feel so much more stress after spm.

it was fun! but not relaxing. ):

too many things happened,

just can't digest it in a sudden..

so many diverged roads in front,

which should i choose?

i added a heavy burden to my family because of my further studies.

yes i dont feel good.

seriously don't.

many decisions are waiting to be made..

by my own.

time to grow up?

be independent,

sometimes,

i really hope that i can contribute a lil something for my family too.):

sometimes, i just dont know how to say my thinking out.

i mean, not exactly as what im thinking in my mind.

if tears can be used to solve problems,

lol then im sure very relax now already.

nothing to worry,

no doubt im very good in doing that.

=.=

life will go on in it’s own way no matter how hard you try to change it.

So save your energy and see where you end up.

i will be okay soon.

pray hard for me eh (:

mm i'm having serious mood swings recently.

it s not a good thing,

to everybody.

=.=

will college life be awesome?

it will be...

IT HAS TO BE.

2010 will be a wonderful year.

it will be...

IT HAS TO BE.

:D

loves,

sze.

no im not okay.

yes i am okay!

i am !