Thursday, 25 March 2010

Hihi :)

Hihi everyone! :) Since today is a free from homework & quiz day, decided come to blog while waiting mommy's car to be fixed @ the bmw workshop.

Hmm wondering why i'm so free today? Hehe. Mr Seo, the physic lecturer went to err..meeting*that's what he said i think* , so we have a 1hour free period. Then we had a course evaluation in the Web, another half hour free. Till the last period.. Biology, i thought Ms.Lena was going to teach as usual. But when she came in, she gave us a mission..prepare a presentation about the topic she assigned us. What we have to do is just draw everything inside a Mahjong paper & stick it to the wall. HEHEHE. I enjoyed much. Tho' Ms Lena said it's too cartoon-ish , but that's our group's style i think.

Thus, we just had maths and chemistry for today. :) I can watch youtube tonight! Yay. Haha.

Heard that newbies will have their first practice this Sat? Hehe. Might be going back to pay them a visit. I miss all the juniors so much.

Oh, Ms Kang bought her new phone. It's white...and it's nice. NOOO i'm not jealous at all.... fine. I'm jealous. :) But all her belongings are mine too, thus .. benefits me too. Lol.

I'm so sleepy now.. mommy wants to go saloon l8r some more. Aik.

That's all for today i think. Simple and nice. Hehe. Byee :)

I don't care about kiasu aka no life ppl. I'll enjoy every moments of my life, unlike them.

Friday, 19 March 2010

Slow Dance.

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?

Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?

Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.

Don't dance so fast

Time is short.

The music won't last

Do you run through each day
On the fly?

When you ask How are you?

Do you hear the reply?

When the day is done

Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?

You'd better slow down

Don't dance so fast

Time is short.

The music won't last.

Ever told your child,

We'll do it tomorrow?

And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch
Let a good friendship die

Cause you never had time
To call and say,'Hi'

You'd better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.

When you worry and hurry through your day,

It is like an unopened gift...
Thrown away

Life is not a race

Do take it slower

Hear the music

Before the song is over.

From a forwarded email. Meaningful eyh? :)


Move on, move on...


Had lunch with zh, stayed back a while for TKS assignment's discussion , felt anxious and excited about tomorrow, headache about assignments and biology and physics chap..


These basically made my whole day.
ohh by the way, am still feeling VERY excited. It all started when i received Yen Yeen's message as she told me she bought me a blue light stick. :)

HMM.
am not really happy this few days. As what i mentioned in the previous post, I've absolutely zero idea about my future. Blank. Unlike most people in my class, i'm sure i don't want to be a doctor. Talked to mommy about it, she asked me to decide on my own. Which is... no conclusion again. So i think, think, think again.... Might be going to Singapore? If not, have to join my cousin in Australia. Which i totally don't wish to.. It's very very far.. :'(

Plus, haven't started to apply scholarship. Nine out of ten. What scholarship can i apply for? Definitely JPA is out.But..what's others? Argh.

Had a little conflict with mommy and brothers just now. I'm so sorry for being rude. I just dislike the way you talk to me. As if i'm going to college everyday doing nothing. I'm really stressed out due to piles of homeworks and assignments.. and lecturers' nagging. "Score well in your AS, if not you'll sure regret" "It's just few months and i can see that you all are slacking already" Blah, blah, blah. When i reached the doorstep, all i get is... " Girl, help me to do...." " Jie, help me with that...i' m busy playing games." and after that...

"Why are you so free? No homework har "

Funny isn't it? Surrounded by all kinds of nagging.

I know i'm very long-winded. Please bear with me lah kay. As i seldom badmouth about my family. But after all, i still love them very much. :) But
mommy and daddy, in your haste, you didn't care about my feelings.

Friends come and go, only the good ones will stay forever. This i know. But i' m really upset about what had happened. I feel like.. I'm the only one who care. Then at the end, i' m the only one being truly, very disappointed. Oh perhaps nian too. :) Never mind, we'll get over it very soon. Am getting happier with my college life. But i still prefer high school more, as always.

Ever lost touch,
let a friendship die?
Cause you never had time
to call and say, 'Hi'
You'd better slow down
Dont dance too fast
Time is short
The music won't last
Loves, Sze.

Sunday, 14 March 2010

Where the road diverges,


I'm so lost now. Parents asked about my future planning.

Where i want to study,

WHAT I WANT TO STUDY.

i don't know...
The SPM result is almost like a useless thing to me now.

Which uni is better, what course is better. i don't know. I just enrolled in Alevels without any second thoughts.

Sit down and think,
Is chemist still my first choice..

T.T


Tuesday, 9 March 2010

Simple and nice :)


happy birthday, mei.
wish you become more & more man-ish, and... get your so-called miss gorgeous back alright. :D
we love you!

Hmm.. 2days left until the results day. Not really exciting about it, duh i wonder who will be. =.= I can predict that my result will be pretty awful as i don't really worked hard. But still, i pray hard that it'll at least....at least be moderate huh. Pls don't let my nightmare turns to be the truth..I'll kill myself.

Went out with San & Daddy last Saturday. Am really delighted. :) It feels like we have never changed, never been through those partings, still close as a family. We talked about...everything. lol no joke. I mean, everything. I guess, that's the definition of besties? :) We share everything. Too bad Yen & Huey can't make it, if not it'll be perfect.

Hmm. Need to sleep now. Good night, and sweet dream , everyone.
Loves. :)







Saturday, 6 March 2010

Friendship never ends.


I've no idea why i'm awake at this early hour. lol.. but i just feel like blogging.

I hate the weather of this few months. It can be very very hot, & suddenly a heavy rain pour came. Hmm, so yesterday was a boring day, as usual. We spent our break with the lax, he always has endlessly jokes to entertain us. Oh but his face expression itself is a joke already. =.=

Class ended at 1, group discussion ended at 1.20. I was so happy and rushed down to meet lax and ah nian. Do you know what were they doing?

No idea?

lax was looking at L's fb profile, a boy that was once so into me.
& they both were discussing together. Seriously i'm going to jump down from a building like Mr.Seo's ex , seems like wherever i go i'll hear his name. GREAT. Know what Ms.Kang said? There's one time a guy was calling my name and she heard it, she said she was so afraid, she thought that guy was L. !@#$%%. Some more she is having illusion now, as long as she hears my name related to a guy, it must be L, she thinks so.

What an awesome friend she is huh?
So you can't blame me for saying that you met your ideal man right.
Hehe


College is getting fun.. Classes with Kok & Song are full of laughter. lol Breaks with exChs-ians are great too. I'm learning how to enjoy college life..

S4 gathering next Sat! Looking forward. Jimui gathering tonight! Wonderful. Not forgetting..

SPM result next Thurs, Physics/Bio/Chem tests next next week.
FANTASTIC.

I guess, life is just simple like that. In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do.

People come, people go – they’ll drift in and out of your life, almost like characters in a favorite book. When you finally close the cover, the characters have told their story and you start up again with another book, complete with new characters and adventures. Then you find yourself focusing on the new ones, not the ones from the past.