• Better to light a candle than to curse the darkness. (:

"are you okay?"

"yes i am. "

i replied for gazillion times.

everyone's unhappy, i don't want to make them worry more. :)

the class trip is awesome,

and unforgettable.

love everyone of you

for not ditching nian and i , and let us mixed around with the gang.

:D

the sad news is,

wayne left, to Canada.

few days after the class trip.

everyone seem so gloomy,
isit a fact that we will sure separate when everything had comes to an end..?
if yes, i pray hard now.

i don't want the day to come so fast..

hmm am being really emotional recently,
after class trip.
it ended too fast..

5S4&S3 's class trip,

best trip ever.

*

everything happened were out of my expectation.
i thought, life after spm should be very relaxing and fun.
no more nerding & stressing.

but i feel so much more stress after spm.

it was fun! but not relaxing. ):

too many things happened,

just can't digest it in a sudden..

so many diverged roads in front,

which should i choose?

i added a heavy burden to my family because of my further studies.

yes i dont feel good.

seriously don't.

many decisions are waiting to be made..

by my own.

time to grow up?

be independent,

sometimes,

i really hope that i can contribute a lil something for my family too.):

sometimes, i just dont know how to say my thinking out.

i mean, not exactly as what im thinking in my mind.

if tears can be used to solve problems,

lol then im sure very relax now already.

nothing to worry,

no doubt im very good in doing that.

=.=

life will go on in it’s own way no matter how hard you try to change it.

So save your energy and see where you end up.

i will be okay soon.

pray hard for me eh (:

mm i'm having serious mood swings recently.

it s not a good thing,

to everybody.

=.=

will college life be awesome?

it will be...

IT HAS TO BE.

2010 will be a wonderful year.

it will be...

IT HAS TO BE.

:D

loves,

sze.

no im not okay.

yes i am okay!

i am !